crush (-ed??) c",)

Gavin DeGraw
Crush

When my pass came in, you dropped the ball
It didn't change the way I feel
And I was wishing I'd break down your walls
The kiss will know if the lips stay still
There is a line I crossed
And when you missed I lost
I'm not a loser
Girl, you know that I'll be back again
My dear, I went for the steal
Maybe it was rushed
Oh, my crush, I've got a crush
I suppose that I could hold it in
But you excite my every cell
Sources say that sense are your friends
My senses say that I should tell
You that I"m not ashamed
You might just feel the same
But have to try it
If you're ever really going to know
My dear, I went for the steal
Maybe it was rushed
Oh, my crush, I've got a crush
I want to
I need to
I have to have you
You're so much to touch
Girl, you're too much
And I can't control it - You've got me all over the road
My dear, I went for the steal
Maybe it was rushed
Oh, my crush
Damaging my soul
You blew me off, but I don't mind
i just get better with time
And so do you
So do you
My crush..

at Burnham Park with Jurine.. dated 20.12.2005

...and this is the reason why we were 30 minutes late for diana's wedding...

we weren't really supposed to go to Burnham anymore 'coz Jurine didn't want to be late for the wedding... but Jure, being the considerate friend that she is, gave in to my non-stop pestering for Burnham Park to complete our Baguio documentation...
hehehe...

thanks, Jure!!!!!
=D

not exactly the final hurrah yet..

i'm at work right now... calling SAS (Scandinavian Airlines)... there's a schedule change on the return flights of my caller... but while on hold with the airline... let me fill you in on what's been happening... but lemme' explain myself first... i'm one of the first time bloggers here.. and i'm not really comfortable with making my thoughts public... that's why it took me eons before i finally gave my link to anybody.. so, help me out here, ok?

=)

today, i will be attending my class for the last time... (i refuse to mention this course--but most of you probably know this already.. haha).. anywayz... i will be attending that d*rn*d class for the last time... you can just imagine my anxiousness to finally graduate and rid myself of that school... i don't want to sound ungrateful... i am proud and happy to be an Iskolar ng Bayan... let me make that clear... thank you, working class, for religiously paying your taxes... which allowed me (together with many other iskolars) to complete a degree in this country's state university... i AM grateful... and i take pride in being one of the many graduates of a prestigious institution (as it has been occassionally referred to as).
but... (there's always a but...)
after seven long years... i've had enough... of schools, and notebooks and paperworks, and deadlines, and of frustrated teachers trying to inculcate in their students to accomplish the dream they failed in their yester years...
yes, indeed... i would want to proudly march the deteriorated stage of my school and end my stay there... but, (notice this is another but..) alas... i failed to file for graduation... =(
so much for pride then
=,(

barbie

something i made for diana's wedding.. dated 12.20.2005

FRAGMENTS

Fragments of thoughts
Shattered pieces
Yet in confusing unity
Is in essence something beautiful
You know not why
You know not how
But you believe
Someone is waiting
For me

Loneliness was just a phase
A state of mind
but it was there
I remained firm
I believed in something greater

To care so deep…
to feel so much …
to love…
a face unknown
once a mystery kept
in the boundaries of heaven

I need not listen to the music alone.

Loving
Loving that someone
But for reasons greater,
the Satellite refuses
the Satellite controls

the paths intercepted
only to fork once again
but with Divinity
in all it’s glory
the Face is revealed
I look up
The sun’s warmth
Showers on my face
And the cool night
No longer embraces my flesh


I look ahead
I see the horizon
I look beyond
In the Satellite
In Him
In love
In You
I believe

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thanks, anna, for the perfect reaction!
miss you dearies!!!
=)
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from a higher perspective

Let me see forever
With eyes You've opened
Standing in the beautiful light
Hold me near
Hold me near to You
And let me see the world through Your eyes