fragments

...
Fragments of thoughts
Shattered pieces
Yet in confusing unity
Is in essence something beautiful
You know not why
You know not how
But you believe
Someone is waiting
For me

Loneliness was just a phase
A state of mind
but it was there
I remained firm
I believed in something greater

To care so deep…
to feel so much …
to love…
a face unknown
once a mystery kept
in the boundaries of heaven

I need not listen to the music alone.

Loving
Loving that someone
But for reasons greater,
the Satellite refuses
the Satellite controls

the paths intercepted
only to fork once again
but with Divinity
in all its glory
the Face is revealed
I look up
The sun’s warmth
Showers on my face
And the cool night
No longer embraces my flesh

I look ahead
I see the horizon
I look beyond
In the Satellite
In Him
In love
In You
I believe

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i once made this for diana's wedding...
=)
but someone has given the poem its essence and meaning...
you know that lightness in your chest that you get each time you see him... or that sweet twist in your stomach you get at just the thought of seeing him... or when he's not at his best but you just feel your heart leap each time you hear from him or think of him... it's that feeling of making you want to cry coz you've been a cynic of love stories and fairytales for so long and could never imagine it happening to you...
well... it has happened... it's not a fairytale... but it's by far better than a fairytale...
yes, folks... i'm genuinely happy... happy is an understatement even... =)
for a writer... i can't even find the right words to say it... as no words can bring justice to whatever it is i'm feeling right now...
the poem says it all... =)
xoxo
he's the reason how i'm loving the disgusting streets of Male... =)
xoxo
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thoughts on my upcoming Maldivian trip..

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i spoke with Daniela, the Business Director of Atoll Paradise, the other day... and she sounded pretty ok... she seemed to like me... or so i hope... and the phone interview went really well... so, ate roch and i did a little google earth... (hehehe... lingaw man diay ang google earth, andz, sah? hehe...) and i realized this....

that it is sooooooooooo far from the Phil...

ummm.... assure me again?? i can do this... right???

=(

...

Maldives is juz a cluster of islands... and yep... x marks the spot...

i'm gonna be somewhere over there.... soooooo far..........

=(

scary but definitely exciting in the same breath...

so... smilessssSss......

Male, its capital, is really small... it's waaaayy smaller than those tiny dots visible on the picture above... i did some research in Google and found out that you can actually go around the entire island-city in an hour?!?? hahahaha... yup... that's the sorta place i'm gonna be in a month from now... i'm understandably excited and scared at the same time!!

i received yet another call from Anu... she's the assistant to the CEO... she wants me there in less than a month?!? i'm still trying to haggle my departure date as of the moment... this is really scary... December 10 is just too fast... and everything would seem to be in a blur... and i don't want to waste the opportunity to spend Christmas with my family here in Singapore! it'd be our first time to spend the holidays outside of Pinas... and i want to be a part of it... i hope Atoll's management will give in and let me fly there after Christmas instead...

i wuz juz chatting with vivien earlier... and to lift my spirits up and encourage me... she showed me some of her pics... lemme' show off some of my fave shots, wokies?

=)

beautiful...

...

so what if the city i'll be living in has a one out of three ratio of drug users??? right?!?? hehehe... as long as i also get to spend time in some of the world's most luxurious and superficially expensive resorts... what the heck?!

hey... i'm still looking at some photos of vivien there... but it's already quarter to four in the morning... and i gotta get some zZzz's now...

till then! ciao...

=)